Toronto was quite the ride for me; I would download such an enormous script; it was almost too much to handle for one man. Lucky for me, I had nine solar archetypes singing how fortunate a man he was. Day and night trumpets would blaze harmonic waves celebrating 2012 walking in during 2007. I would get to experience the native word Toronto "plenty" to its fullest expression.I had white knights and plentiful women on the golden floor looking to score, dressed in gowns veils down, wanting the crown. Nine trumpets would blaze through my gaze as I shared a simple man's message — people from all over the world visit to sit beside me and listen carefully to what I said. Take your time while assimilating my rhyme progressions a must to trust what we discuss. Our material world exits through thought or as an idea. It would seem that Money and material value has a physical or concrete existence because of our ideology, theory and language. The persons who can longer appreciate the meaning of being human, the biology and scientific functions that they have inhabited into they will ultimately fall into the trap of physical reality.Golden hues led me to sleep on a floor with white feathered friends that I adored. Nine trumpets would blaze; many were stuck in between a cosmic haze as I shared a simple man's message. — people from all over the world would visit to sit beside me and listen carefully to what I said. Take your time to incorporate my rhymes thine will be done; your kingdom will come through the creator's will. Brothers don't go looking for a woman on how she looks; you will end up worshiping her image created from makeup crooks. Women have a specific DNA that keeps them bound to the material ground. We can not get upset when women turn Jane and swing from one branch to another, chasing a man with her hormonal plea across high-value trees. We cannot escape our past, and if we live too fast, troubles will arrive; please be present, look deeply to realize and let it all pass. Change consistent, constant within the inner body's organs and skeletal system, applying natural rhythms of renewal. Alteration arrises hidden agenda surprises using distortion, creating cognitive issues, inconsistency humanity cannot be dismissed so easily. Nine trumpets would blaze, all raised living a new Galactic craze (leave the Maze) as I shared a simple man's message. — people from all over the world would visit to sit beside me and listen carefully to what I said. Take your time while downloading my rhymes, the sublime climb into our Divine DNA. Only a few knew, and those I would keep close to toast the new man.When masculinity reflects Creativity, the alpha will be better suited to allocate his mistakes and knows which ones to keep and which ones to let go of. Brothers, our bodies have a specific DNA grounded in art across a flat matriarch. Art has the power to illuminate, educate, and motivate; the true patriarch is balanced in matriarch. Why are we here? Men, Keep your masculine qualities and strengths to yourself, not to women, and do not align your ways to beta plays that will destroy competent kings.
It was the year 2007. I just finished a year or so of training to be a medicine man or what the new age community would call a lightworker or healer. I was studying in Yorkville and living on the lakeshore in a place named tip-top lofts. Most of my day would be integrating new realities Tripping inside the Tip-Top loft, and visiting a local ballet place down the road. I was drawn to the dancing; it helped ground the influx of energy in the area I was living in and downloading at the time. A Galactic portal above the lakeshore opened with visitations from inter-dimensional beings granting gifts of re-patterning my divine blueprint to higher thresholds of reality, A whole new world opened up for me with Tesla devices, quantum biofeedback technology and a serious woman with a magical healing modality that would clean the body, mind and usher in a newer, lighter spirit version of myself. This woman, I will call Olivia for privacy purposes. I met her at a holistic convention that was called the secret show. I was new to this whole scene of healing and transformation. I was confused with all the visitations and abductions and was very quiet and kept them to myself because I just assumed they were very vivid hallucinations, or maybe I was coming down with some mental breakdown. My medical background and studies would tell me it was some trigger from Trauma I experienced years back in my car accident that changed my whole life. I have always been a man of science, and in my past, I was getting ready for medical school taking pre-prep bio and physiology courses at various colleges. All of this scientific training would not prepare me for Olivia at the secret show.I ventured through the isles full of various people selling supplements and books. I went to the back, and Olivia was sitting in a chair as I passed her booth; she spoke and said, nice to meet you again. I chuckled and asked from my dance club or one of the restaurants I used to operate. She said no. I said from one of the retail stores I owned. Again she said no. I just assumed she recognized me from the business I owned in the past. I asked what she was doing here; she told me about activations or healing sessions. I have never heard of this before; she told me I have, and she was guided to this show to meet me. Olivia said she was here to bring in a higher version of myself. She pointed to a chair in front of her and asked me to sit. I did, and it happened the higher evolved soul would enter through what some would call a heart chakra activation; my chest made a popping sound. A pink salmon colour illuminated the whole booth, I saw angles, and the entire heavens would open. These angels were walking me from one dimension and into this new body.I was in shock. Olivia told me to breathe and let it all integrate. One of these angles would come with me into this body integration trip; its name was Uriel. Uriel told me he would alchemize my body because it was too heavy and full of toxins; this would make it difficult for the new soul to move around in. I would awaken from a hypnotic state, and Olivia told me to get in touch with her next week that we would need to finish the necessary steps to anchor these energies into physicality. This would begin an intense journey of fasting, eating raw vegan food, and losing 40 pounds of fat from the body. Long story short, I worked with Olivia for just under a year in the Yorkville location, maintained the fasting and raw vegan lifestyle, and studied various magic and healing systems. After all, off of this, I would venture out to find a suited location to share the information I gathered with many people, and I would continue to download and anchor these interdimensional beings.I found a beautiful heritage home on Cowell and Danforth. It had an ample open space that could seat 80 people for workshops and three bathrooms, a full kitchen and three empty areas upstairs used as treatment rooms. The landlord was very generous and gave me the space to use. I would offer workshops and treatments to the Toronto community through a platform that I would call open source. I knew no one in Toronto and walked in unexpectedly. I was troubled by a dream when I first arrived in this new home/healing center. I saw a ring made of brass and iron with six jewels, and the ring was a symbol of the supreme god. Eventually, this supreme god would visit me; its name was Metatron. Metatron would warn me about the alter ego of Lucifer. This angel would come to tempt me and lead me astray to find my real power. Metatron explained that I would integrate the Luciferian experience in the year 2019 and attain freedom by 2020- 2021 Humanity’s (2012).
Sure enough, the archetype of Lucifer would visit me. The first test was to give all my work away from free — the written work and the geometry that I would draw. I came up with an idea of an open-source format. I wanted the work made available for use or modification as the public would see fit, made freely available.The open-source platform was a huge success, booked all day, five days a week, and on the weekends, the workshops filled at maximum capacity. On the other end of the spectrum, I had other practitioners in the city very angry. The therapist would begin to fight against me. They would spread rumours of me being a black sheep in white robes; these practitioners would even go to great lengths to say that I did not love myself fully because I could not receive money.All of this was confusing for me because I was hugely successful had attention from different countries; people were driving and flying into Toronto to visit me. I even had a beautiful woman that worked alongside me and lived in a large home. I lived a life like a spiritual rockstar and helped thousands and thousands of people through illness physically and mentally.I was grateful to have these nine angelic archetypes by my side; Metatron would often check in with me to make sure my menacing twin Lucifer was playing fair with me. The next challenge for me was boundaries. Lucifer would advise me not to get a cell phone for several reasons. The first reason was they were full of blood; the angel explained how many die getting precious metals and the criminal activities on the streets such as robberies. It was vital for me to minimize technology and to minimize my karma. Sure enough, the no cell phone provided the platform of boundaries; I was so busy listening and guiding individuals through their healing and restoration projects that the last thing I would want is to talk on the phone all day and during the night. I only took questions or appointments through email; this way, I could answer questions or book people in when I wanted to. It worked like a charm; many people were agitated and confused — the rest of the world functions with these technologies. I was often challenged and made fun of at times, but guess what, who was sleeping soundly at the end of a long day? Me. The technology invested individuals came in to see me with bags around there eyes and headaches from these devices. It's been 15 years, and I have been able to function at the same levels as everyone else without a cell phone.Lucifer would also advise me to wear all white from head to toe. The angel explained that white carries all frequency of all the colour spectrums, which would help keep my aura clean and my skin healthy. I did this. I bought white shoes, wore white socks, pants and shirts. I felt great, and I also looked like a white badass mercenary in light. Lucifer also advised me to stay away from any pornography, posters or advertisements with the woman on billboards or magazines. This would keep my testosterone high and my focus on what the angel would call gods work.The next test Lucifer would give me was with the woman. He told me to be real with one and that many would come to challenge my masculinity. These women would dethrone me knock me off my seat so that I would find myself in the body loaned to me. It would take many years of yoga, bodybuilding, and mobility practice to repair me. These women would rip me apart, and I would need to travel to various countries to put myself back together. Lucifer explained that I must respect all women, not to sexualize or fall into their hyper realities of pornography and false tantric teachings. In other words, the angel told me not to work from instant gratification or pleasure-seeking realities. I would need to keep my hormone levels high, so the council of nine could work through my physical body.Sure enough, the woman came in by truckloads. I held onto my girlfriend tightly and stuck by her side. I did not stray from her the whole time we were together. It was intense. Most of my clientele was a woman. Many of these women were suffering, supermodels, athletes, corporate CEOs, actresses etc. Their stories of trauma and experiences would keep me up at night. Many women lashed out and used me as a sounding board for their hypergamous nature and problems experienced in a so-called male-controlled reality or toxic patriarch. I was very fortunate to have a popular Guru woman from India sit on and off with me for two weeks. She was a world-renowned teacher and healer.
The woman worked in a leper colony back home and asked me if I would be interested in returning to India to study with some Brahman men and help in the territory while I was studying. I would decline and was lucky enough to meet some of these teachers in Toronto and share that story later in the readings. The female Guru taught me a lot about the Habits and addictions of the woman. She educated me about the pitfalls of an attractive spiritual white man, such as myself, that I could experience. The Guru also shared with me that no woman will ever contain my alpha demeanour and spiritual growth; eventually, I would go my own way into celibacy and seclusion one day. So far, she has been correct with this information. Long story short, my stay in little bohemia located on Coxwell and Danforth was truly epic. I gained street cred working with the light and maintain my darkness in the urban setting of Toronto. I got to meet different people from all over the world, and I got out alive. I travelled for a year or so ventured in and out of Toronto to maintain my practice the girlfriend, and I would eventually go our separate ways. Lucifer would stay to educate me in his methods of ascending into the light, and the council would continue to oversee the experiment. Of course, another woman would eventually show up and usher a new chapter and a new Toronto location that would be even bigger and better than the Coxwell location. Lucifer would share another message with me during a visitation while I was in Peru, living in the jungle. The Angel warned me about Magic and let me know that I was about to embark on the great journey of understanding Mana, the essence of Magic. Very similar to Prana and Lifeforce. Lucifer explained that it would be very seductive and attractive to my senses, just as this Angel is to me during its visitations. The Angel told me I better dam well make sure I know where I stand or what I am fighting for inside and outside of the body. Lucifer would laugh and warn me that I would be going more in-depth with its Mana to understand mine. The first stages would be opening the five inner vehicles of light, and then the six pillars of Solom and its sacred fire letters would reveal to me the essence of the Luciferian Ego. Here is some of the information that came to me in the jungles of Peru
The Seal of Solomon/The six tubes of light.In Some Jewish, Christian and Islamic Mythology, the Seal of Solomon could have been a magical seal or ring used by King Solomon to give him the power to command alchemic genies and the elements or speak with nature animals. According to some Islamic and Hebrew belief systems, the Seal of Solomon can resemble the Star of David. In some versions of the mythology, the ring was brass and iron. Carved with God's name, or the symbol now called the Star of David (hexagram). Solomon also intended four jewels from four different angels or elementals and set the gems in the ring controlling the four elements. In alchemy, the combination of fire and water symbols (up and down triangles) make the Seal of Solomon. The symbols can represent the combination of opposites or Duality, turning what may seem as inexpensive metals, such as lead, into gold. By merging the alchemical symbols for fire (upwards triangle) and water (downwards triangle), symbols for earth and air come into reality. When the Seal and the four sacred elements unify, the Spirit Wheel or Merkabah, the 5th element of space or ether, can assimilate all elemental groups' fusing, thus influencing constructs within a society. The sixth factor that can be seen as the 6 points on David's star, This element can be Carbon, and it carries the atomic number of 6 on the Periodic Table of Elements. The completion of the 6th Element (Carbon) can move the magician into or have a more significant influence on their position in the market of magic or white light (information). Carbon can be black in form. When treated, it can create one of the hardest substances known on earth as a diamond. After this process, the fourth process of Carbon can occur as white Carbon, a transparent material known to split a single beam of light into two poles; there is very little scientific information known about this form of Carbon at the moment. Diamonds have been called kings of all crystals, the gemstones of the masters. This crystal can carry imaginable power in the domain of metaphysics, opening much more spiritual doors possibly than any other stone.Every great king left his kingdom to return to seclusion and nature. A Right of passage to submit the six main attributes that made him kings, such as facial appearance, body appearance, Money, Social status, Spiritual growth and genius frequency.
I would leave Peru and head back to Toronto. To hear more about Peru visit the Peru section of the website Low and behold, the universe would send Laura, a beautiful woman with a free, courageous spirit. At a workshop, we met with a good friend of mine at a temporary office I was using on Bloor and Christie. Our relationship would move quickly; our connection was gratifying, and she supported my service work. I had something planned, a vision that I was shown a while back, a considerable showcase of drawings (sacred Geometry) that I was getting ready to create. I have mentioned these spirit guides before named the council of 9 and 12 archetypal aspects that would prime me for a whole new journey with a group called the 144 thousand through these drawings. I explained to Laura that I would be venturing on a quest to draw over 300 shields (images) and would need a space to do this in, and she would have to be prepared to keep me grounded as I would be drawing 10 to 15 a day. She would also meet other aspects of me that would seem angelic or interdimensional. Laura was in, and now we needed to find a place. Another event in Toronto we were hosting was a lecture in a large auditorium at the Convention Centre. We met a woman who has been attending the workshops for a year now. This woman told me she was at a reading from an intuitive and was told an exceptional book was going to be created; this would come from a golden hue in the cosmos through a man, and she would host him in her home, so this man had the space to finish it. Laura and I laughed, explaining to this woman that we agreed to start the process, and my body was in preparation for the influx of energies that would be coming in the form of drawings. Long story short, I moved into a beautiful two-story penthouse in the Centre of Toronto square and would start the work. It would last for almost nine months straight, 8 hours a day every day. Laura would keep me grounded in my body, and the other woman provided food and 5-star shelter. Laura would edit the language and add some images herself.After the completion of this work, our relationship would get closer. I finished up all the books, and Laura helped me organize and edit them, and we started to share some of the languages with the public. One day we decided to go for a walk through Bathurst my office was very close to this street. We just moved into a new place; she wanted to find some friendship rings to wear the symbolism of our commitment to the work and us. We walked into a place named alternative thinking. It was a large store with a section of books that varied from religion, spirituality, conspiracy, health and psychedelics. I felt a huge connection to the location because of its size and how many people I could sit for workshops. It was empty with open space; only the walls had inventory. I thought to myself, wow, at least one hundred people I could fit in here.
The space I was currently in could only fit 20 to 25. I walked up to the counter where there were a man and two women; I asked the owner he said it’s a family business himself, and his two sisters run the space. I asked him if I could use the area to do workshops. I would fill his store full of people and his cash register. I told him I do not charge for my seminars, and I have a database with over 3 thousand people that follow my work. I also explained to him that I work off an open-source platform meaning the free sharing of information, and none of the work is copyrighted or trademarked. I liked this man and saw the potential of the space and in him. He agreed, but there was one problem we needed to inventory things for people to purchase, not just books.He did not want to do this as he was into literature only, but when we all found out the business life I came from and the experience I had in retail, he felt more comfortable to do so. I gave him a list of the things the store would need and to be sourced out. The vision I had was superfoods, food-grade oils, lots of crystals and spiritual gifts. Laura and I would get ready to fill his store and generate the money for the house, and I knew he was responsible enough to spend it making his space sustainable he was not your average man. He had a vision. We did our first workshop, and space was filled at full capacity, and everyone who attended was shocked it was for free and wanted to spend the money in his store. Long story short, his cash register was fired up for the weekend.
During our time at Alternative thinking, Laura had enough of everything and wanted to slow down. Her mother tried to get us a home in Toronto. The problem is I wanted to stay and build alternative thinking, and I wanted to remain celibate and take a break from the whole sexual lifestyle for a while. I needed to put at least two years into this work. Deep down inside, I knew she would need to go the rest of the way and her own with family and maybe we could remain friends one day. She left, and I stayed on the floor and would sleep at Alternative thinking. ( To read more about myself and Laura, please visit the Ecuador section of the website) During the day, hundreds of people would continue to venture into alternative thinking for healing sessions and retail products such as healthy foods and items for conscious lifestyles. I would quickly become the pillar for psychedelic advice and awareness. Many people started to hear about my ethnobotanical studies in different parts of the world, specifically Peru, Mexico and Egypt. I had a private space in the back of the store where I would speak and give council when needed. The clientele I brought in to build alternative thinking were professional older in demographic and had jobs within corporate positions. The clients that existed at alternative thinking were multiplying, they were extremely young, and most of the kids were misinformed and needed guidance. The age group was between 16 and 25; they came in by truckloads to witness what would be a stage for one of my biggest psychedelic shows yet. To do this, I would have to let my older clientele go. The individuals that were with me from the beginning of my lightworker phase. They would judge me harshly when they found out I was experiencing large amounts of mind-altering medicine. I grew the lightworker scene from 2007 to 2010; there was no use of psychoactive substances, just yoga, meditation and energetic attunements, along with in-depth philosophical studies with a vegan lifestyle.I would maintain a raw vegan lifestyle that would prepare me for this next stage, as I knew it would be huge. The council of 9 would come to me in a visitation one night to let me know the Luciferian experience was going to kick into high gear, and I would drink a record number of plant medicines. (Just as I did on Cowell, but with a record number of healing sessions) at that time, the council was about numbers, how many I touched. Now it would be the number of plants and chemicals I consumed. Lucifer advised me to stay vegan because this next experiment would put a tremendous load on my liver, and I should fast three times a week with water and one day dry to keep my digestive system clean. Most failures in ethnobotanical studies, especially in an urban environment, come from the build of toxins and diet. The organs in the body are not used to processing so much information at a phenomenal speed; they would not keep up. The diet and fasting keep the medicine active and fresh in the system, and the visions or ideas remain clear and crisp. The concepts and information may become scattered and murky, with a lack of diet and fasting. A build of toxins mixed with resins and oils in the fat tissues, brain and liver hinders the body's neuroreceptors. I would begin colon hydrotherapy, one colonic a day for 40 days straight and keep a regular maintenance schedule of weekly flushing during the whole process.
My previous ten years of retail/restaurant experience and overseeing many locations (my boss sort of speak) would come in handy, making the transition from a simple book store into a sophisticated metaphysical merchandising hub. I was like batman (but in reverse), the secret life of business suaveness and the open spiritual superhero.
Alternative thinking would order an infrared sauna for the back room, vibration technology and oxygen machine to display in the store for the customers. The combination of colonics and these devices would keep my vibe high and physically active. This way, I could still do my jobs to maintain the people's flow that would arrive and make sure the cash register was always running with workshops and seminars all day and night. We would increase the order of crystals and gems. The stones would keep the place clean with a high vibe and provide good cash flow revenue for the retail location. Tarot cards, essential oils, smudges such as Palo Santo and sage would enhance the esoteric feeling and metaphysical atmosphere. Downstairs was a vast crystal kingdom with a giant copper pyramid and quartz crystal bowls that would take most of my day. Hundreds of people would venture down the stairs for crystal attunements and back up the stairs transformed. On their way out, the customers would purchase many items in the retail shop benefiting from conscious lifestyle products ( A Bonus). We would expand the presence of art. I would invite another young man from Peterborough, Ontario, who was very adept in sacred geometry. He would join the team and build hundreds of spacecraft, hanging them from the ceiling, and he would also create led frames and insert fractal Images. Now alternative thinking was illuminated.An acquaintance of mine from the lightworker community who would visit me weekly for energetic attunements would jump at the chance to join the team. I asked him to be the food guy, to take care of all the superfood prep work and build a platform that would increase cash flow into the store. In other words, make the business more sustainable within itself. His job was to make sure the food was the highest and purest vibration, and he would source out the best products for my consumption, for the team that worked with us and the public. He was very young with little experience, but I saw the potential of this boy becoming a man and the best in his field. He would source out specific plants and minerals just for my process with 85 percent accuracy. Now I would source out a yoga center close by to start a daily practice and a gym to body build. The stage was set, high vibration food, Sauna, and other devices to keep me clean (the general public could also use them). I had a gym membership, yoga practice, Colon hydrotherapies and the Warlock Tattoo artist that healed and painted on my body. Now I just needed the mind-altering substances and the teachers who would prescribe them to me to generate the inner lightworker with the inner shaman archetype and build alternative thinking to the next level.I would evolve with three magi. The first was a Rastafarian from the Caribbean; he was an older man and extremely intelligent. He established with alternative thinking in the early stages of a book store; This epic man would end up being my adviser and represent my kingship. The Rastafarian taught me about cause and effect and decision making. The 2nd man was a Brahman from India. He found me on Bloor and Bathurst one day near alternative thinking. He was older and dressed as a homeless man living on the streets with a shopping carriage. The Brahman would teach me about the Tara’s of Tantra, chakras, and yoga's mystical path; he would represent my initiation into the priesthood.The 3rd man was also an elder from India. He was an Ayurveda doctor. This man retreated into the forests for many years to study meditation and Vedanta yoga. This Brahman was of science and would open me to a deeper understanding of the body and mind. He would also teach me about the intellect and the science of physical death. He represented the foreshadowing of my death, the constructs of reality (ego) and would tear down a false life I had built around that mind to protect it. Hundreds of more teachers worldwide would venture into this little book store with big stories over the years. They would share their philosophy’s science and medicine; I can’t list all the details of our exploration but will highlight some of the events that transpired around their teachings.
The Rastafarian would counsel me through my psychedelic process; he always reminded me to keep my body clean while consuming the various plant remedies. He would check in with me to make sure I was considering everyone around me while achieving a higher consciousness state. I had a full schedule of people that would arrive daily to alternative thinking to experience the various healing modalities I was offering because of this, and I needed to be on top of my game. The plant medicines I was consuming would keep me clean by purging any build of negative energies being environmental working in the city or the trauma oozing out from myself and the clients I counselled. Various shamans and medicine people were travelling into Toronto from different parts of the world to bring me their county's medicine to try (Peace Pipes). Sharing one's medicine with a chief or leader is an everyday social activity within spiritual and ancestral traditions. Nowadays, medicine people are making their way worldwide through acts of peace, increasing cross-cultural friendships between the natives and non-indigenous people. Many of these elders saw me as a bridge and a competent leader in the community. They would continuously test the highest effects and the most potent concoctions of their medicine to see how I would incorporate their teachings into my awareness. In other words, I was the volume control or test subject scaling the medicine back for the others in the community to consume. I spent many nights having reactions to these plants; some of the experiences were very difficult to manage, such as vomiting, intense bowel movements, mind gripping paranoia and trauma, and connections to higher multidimensional reality. Most of these experiences were open in front of the public. In 2010 and 2011, many people were still new to the idea of using psychedelics for trans-formative purposes. These medicines would range from San Pedro, ayahuasca, Rapé,5mao DMT, Lsd, psilocybin, different Tobacco and Cannabis (oils and edibles) and MDMA. I would consume and sit through hundreds of sessions In an urban/city setting. I was invited and would be flying in and out of Toronto and the jungles, desserts, seasides and forest to experience hundreds of more psychoactive experiences.Here I would find my direction into prince-hood.
The Brahman from India would guide me into yoga and mudras. He explained these ancient Vedic hand gestures during my meditations would anchor my higher psychedelic state into the body's energy flow. Keeping my organs, immune system and circuitry system functioning correctly. The combination of yoga and mudras' practice would give me the ultimate experience of drawing myself inward. He would call this Tantra. My favourite mudra was named Rudra and is associated with Shiva. I would walk around with one hand in my pocket through the day, applying its inherent transformative abilities while addressing the public. The Brahman told me that Rudra means lord in Sanskrit and is associated with the solar plexus chakra, improving clarity and concentration. Most people who have low energy in this region of the body will draw or pull from others to replenish their lack, thus the term vampire.Method: Connect the thumb to index and ring fingers while keeping your other two fingers as straight as you can.
The Brahman would also teach me about the Tārā tantras, the feminine principle and the expression of compassion and perfect wisdom. (Shaktism). The essence of Tara is fearlessness and courage, the emanation of all the buddhas and bodhisattvas. He noticed I was in this state of a bodhisattva and told me that I would need the internal shakti to ground this ascension process in me quickly, or else the external (the woman) will manifest into reality to shake me out of it. The brahman saw that my eyes were alight honey colour, and because of this colour, he explained to me that I was ready to understand Green and white Tara tantra. I was a vegan and fasted three times a week in a single-phase of life, practicing the retention of seminal fluids, alcohol-free and a lot of cleanliness around me. The perfect ecosystem to understand Tara tantras.He would remove the five emotions (manifestations of Fear) from atop our crown chakras, such as pride, anger, jealousy, desire and ignorance. I would sit in daily meditations while he would recite and pay homage to the 21 Praises (aspects to Tara) and the Six Perfections of generosity, moral discipline, patience, diligence, meditation and wisdom.Here I would find my direction into the priesthood, all in preparation for my last teacher who would put me into the throne of kingship.
I was hanging the rest of the geometric images I created on alternative thinking walls to display to the public. They were a hit. Many people arrived to connect the frequency and have open forum discussions on their interpretations around light body acceleration. During one of these discussions, I noticed a new face from India, an older man in his 60s. He walked over to me calmly; his eyes were very white, and his posture was proud. He whispered to me slowly with a message, Stephen, you are 95 percent activated. I can enable the other 5 percent. I knew that day I would have to choose and pick one of the magi to study with; the three would have been challenging to navigate through. He was the Ayurveda Brahman who lived in a forest from India. He explained that many women would go into the woods at times, looking to take some of these men with them. A woman did this with him and brought him out of the forest and into Canada. He had visions of meeting me when he arrived and was very excited to teach me everything he knew. I was invited to his house for lunch; he lived 10 minutes from my location, making our future studies very convenient. As we ate, a huge hawk flew to his window. We walked outside to say hello as it sat perched on his clothing line. A huge sign for me as he explained the hawk comes every day to visit and sit with him in meditation. In the back of my mind, I was not sure who I wanted to study with; the Rastafarian was super-intelligent, he was a part of alternative thinking and knew he would be around most of the time regardless of who I choose. The yogic Brahman captivated me with his metaphysical information. I have studied much of that information already. Now I was in the home of Ayurveda Brahman and was enjoying his company. He would show me where he slept in the basement on a mattress; we walked into his bathroom to show me where he did his laundry and washed all his clothes by hand in the bathtub. Then the Brahman took me upstairs to share with me some information about the mind. Just as we did, his wife and child came home. I was very impressed with his family, and the child was calm, just like him; she spoke to me and told me her dad could run like the wind. When she is on her bike, he would be faster than her. His wife would take off her coat; she was gorgeous, very fit, young and well educated. I was in shock; the Ayurveda Brahman was handsome and fit himself, but he was over 60 years of age bald with glasses. How was this possible to have such a beautiful woman and get away with sleeping on the floor? We continued with our conversation about the mind. He explained that I had one teacher already that was going to teach me yoga and tantra — another man who would teach me about psychedelics and visionary philosophy. But if I gave him most of my time and all my trust in him, he would teach me about the woman's mind. The Brahman would teach me how to handle the female anatomy and, of course, the science of my spirituality. I said yes to him because I knew the woman was complicated to be around, and if I could hold my frame around females, I could aspire to be a great man.
We would sit and study for 6 hours a day with gruelling meditations and conversations that would challenge all my belief systems' foundations. I would give him my total trust by no longer believed in anything I knew. I gave him my identity as the healer and the spiritual teacher, giving him complete control over my reality. This would be the first person I would ever do this. He asked me to be in the space of honesty and integrity with him and everyone around me. He showed up to one of my alternative thinking workshops; the area was full for my new book launch. There were line ups of people waiting to get an autographed copy. I was nervous when he entered the room because he was always messing with my mind and putting me on the spot. Many people were asking me questions about the book. My teacher was in the back with his hand up, wanting to ask a question himself. I was ignoring him; he kept saying I have a question. I would continue to ignore him until I gave in because eventually, it would be his turn, so I figured I would take a spoon full of his medicine and get it over and done. I pointed to the Brahman and said, you have a question? He responded, asking who wrote the book. I said I did; he asked again whether you or the money wrote the paper. I was like shit. I took an oath not to lie, and to be honest; he was right inside. I knew the cash wrote the book. I answered with a crowd of people waiting in anticipation. I responded by saying the money wrote it. He turned around and walked out. I walked away, smoked a huge joint, my first in a long time and took out all of my books, threw them in a garbage dumpster, called all of the other locations that carried it and asked for the copies back, discarding them all.I went to his house the next day and told him what I did; he asked why I would do such a thing; there is nothing wrong with money as long as you do not become a slave. I told him I am quitting my healing practice, again he asked why I explained that I do not like it anymore. He responds by stating I must continue to do the things I'm not particularly eager to do and find out why I dislike them. I did this by entering into a substantial spiritual convention where I would be showcasing the healing attunements I offered from the alternative thinking location and a lecture spot. Of course, the Brahman would visit the show to amuse himself and teach me more. It was my turn to share a lecture and group energy healing treatment at the event. Approximately 300 joined in attendance. I spoke at the conference, and everyone enjoyed it. I was going to conclude with a group energy healing treatment, but in my mind declined not to. One guest in the crowd put her hand up and asked me when I would share the procedure. I said, changed my mind and did not want to. I explained that I was no longer doing these treatments anymore; there was a huge sigh of disappointment in the crowd as most attended for the group healing written in the programme brochure. My teacher shook his head amongst the crowd, and I knew it was disapproval of what I said to the public. I apologized and did the treatment anyway; I had everybody merge their auras and began the session. It was a huge success; some people wept softly others felt the energies. Many people were waiting at my booth after the lecture wanting to explain to me their experiences, and I was lined up for the whole day giving treatments. My teacher would visit me at the booth; he asked why I would tell the people I was finished with the healing work. I told him I had grown so much in his company that I no longer wanted to do that work anymore. He explained that I hurt many people because they look up to me, and most who attended the event are in the same field of study. When a man of influence and power says he is done with healing work, the people begin to question if something is wrong with them practicing the same healing modalities. He was correct, as a few people did feel this and brought it to my attention after the spiritual show was over. Because of my actions, the Brahman would have me continue the work at the alternative thinking location until I learned why I began to dislike my life's work and study. Months would go by, and I was still receiving many guests daily to experience the crystal kingdom at alternative thinking. I needed rest from the healing sessions (Sound Baths) I was giving, and some change from the teachings the Ayurveda Brahman offered me. I asked him about yoga and why he has never shown me any postures (Asana). He explained to me that one must not learn Asana until he understands the mind. After this, Asana can prepare the body to sit in meditation for long periods. I heard of a place in Montreal, Quebec and wanted to visit the space for a month. He agreed but advised me to be careful; I asked the Brahman why. He told me I was not ready to study the postures, and the people at the ashram will be very excited to see me because of the work I have done prior. He articulated that the teachers may rush me into stretches my body would not be ready to experience. I would leave to Montreal for over a month and arrive back in Toronto with a stomach hernia ( Please see the Quebec section to read more)
As soon as I arrived, some friends gave me medicine. I was only back an hour, but I had the feeling they wanted to test my nerves after seeing me all chill and enlightened from the Ashram. The medicine was DMT ( not my first time). It was 2:00 in the afternoon, and the store was busy with people. I was handed a pipe with the substance already in place. My hands trembled then I laughed because, during my stay in the Ashram, I reached such high states of consciousness that I told myself I would never use psychedelics again. But low and behold, an audience in front of me frozen, waiting with anticipation like deer looking into headlights. I smoked it and began to inhale deeply; my friend said to keep burning it, and when I feel the DMT kick in, I smoke more. After a month of vegan food, fasting, 4 hours of asana daily and profound meditations in nature, I continued to do so. The DMT hit me with a cosmic slap of inner proportions; I was travelling through my body at the speed of light.I opened my eyes and sat in this remarkable meditative state. I got up and started to speak with the customers in the store as if nothing happened. The Yogi grounded it easy peezy styles. I have consumed Mescaline over 50 times, so my body was used to these alterations. My friends ended up giving me the whole Vial, a month's worth. Long story short, I smoked it 4 to 8 times a day and finished it in under a week. Everybody was in shock when there was none left to pass around. The medicine that healed my stomach opened me to the next part of my journey and my final months working with alternative thinking. I was excited to meet with my teacher (Ayurveda Brahman) we spoke about many things that happened at the ashram. When we concluded, he asked me what my addictions were; I answered with Chips, Lays plain, he said, are you sure. I said yes. He then stated to me that we are men, and all men have the same addictions. The pallet or the mouth is the gateway to all of our senses. When we consume food, we are masking the addiction behind it. I laughed and said, woman, he answered correctly. I responded by letting him know I have been celibate for over two years with no contact. The Brahman replied and said the psychedelics have been suppressing the addiction of women. The Brahman explained that an evolved man such as myself was about to become popular with the women. I must begin to fast from all of the mind-altering substances. He told me not to look into the mirror at my reflections for 40 days, even if I shave. When I begin this fast, the mirrors will play tricks with me, and I would go into my reflections (addictions) faster. After the 40 days, the women will come by the busloads because I will no longer live as a suppressed celibate man. This would be the ultimate test for a king to keep his semen and loins to himself.
I knew this day would come, and of course, it would start with a 22-year-old beautiful yoga teacher and snowball from there, the woman would come into alternative thinking by the busloads. They began to ask me out on dates, inviting me to their homes and out into nature for weekend getaways. They were very young attractive women with money 4 to 5-star ratings. All of them asked for the same thing, and I told them I am not having sex. They understood and just wanted massages, long baths — intimate connections and ascension. Long story short, I would say good-bye to my teacher. The Brahman took me as far as he could but needed to go my way with this next part. I would find another brother to replace me at alternative thinking to share sound baths (Concerts to the public). I would lose most of my male friends, associates and clients who supported me for all of these years. I would step down from my God space in the sky venture into the depths of new-age Goddess worship. One by one, the woman would come to tear me apart, to shame me and destroy my social status, all built upon celibacy. The work I did with my teacher to understand a woman's mind would be put to the test. I would not have sex, and all of my addictive behaviours would surface, and the female's insecurities on why I was not sexual with their environments. I would end up leaving Toronto and flying out to New York, where all of my inner work would give play to the Hieros Gamos and help a woman turned widow in suffering and need. This trip to New York would last just under six months; it was my most significant integrity test thus far. New York created a huge healing centre in Romania where I would help organize and give the people back their hope of ancient traditions in Dacia, suppressed from the communist movement for five years. Please visit the Dacia/Thracian section to read more.